Always be a first rate version of yourself, instead of a second rate version of someone else.- Judy Garland
Adrian Elizabeth
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“There’s no need to wait for the bad things and bullshit to be over. Change now. Love now. Live now. Don’t wait for people to give you permission to live, because they won’t.”-Kris Carr
My new motto
A few weeks ago my now ex soldier came home from being gone for 8 months. He was my dom to which I had a lot of mixed feelings about. The more I thought the relationship though, the less I trusted and respected him. I couldn’t express this to him because he wasn’t here. I knew when he came home we would end but not the way I expected… When I went to his place to talk to him about us, the situation unfolded quickly and not as planned. I won’t give details but as I was fighting against him to get free, I realized him for who he really is..
I saw it in his eyes… he isn’t a dom, he is a predator… It’s the power he feeds on, the struggle, the fear… I looked into his eyes and it wasn’t the man that had left months before.
Because of this… I am scared to trust someone that way. I know I can’t base my idea of a dom by how he treated me and I know one day I will be about to trust again… But for now, closing that part of me is what I need..
I’ve had a lot of trama in the past few years… I have to focus on myself and let go before I can give myself as a sub. One day…
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A reminder
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My thigh tattoo. “And I go with the feeling from the start, blind in eye so I see you with my heart”. A verson of lyrics from the song ‘Us’ by Brother Ali. It’s my reminder that I should always look at what’s inside somebody, & never judge them for what I see on the outside.:
Done by the incredible Day May of Salt City Tattoo in Salt Lake City, Utah.
Love this!
Because nothing lasts forever, and Robert Frost put it best.
Done by Sam Sutton at The Tattooed Lady in Huntsville, AL.Anyone in that area that’s looking for a tattoo, go there. Seriously. Plus, a percentage of their proceeds go towards Sam’s disgustingly expensive hospital bill for the cancer he’s battling. Do it to it.
